I feel like an intruder...
I don't belong...anywhere...
I don't belong...to anyone
I am an outcast..
I don't fit in...
I don't think like others...normal others...
I get in the way...
I feel small,
I feel like a freak show..
I am an alien...not really human,
not really an animal..
I am a trichotomy,
but not: body, soul, and spirit...
I am a little girl,
wanting to play...
I am a teenager,
trying to be an adult..
I am a grown woman
fighting my destiny...
A woman,
who is not a real woman...
just a 3rd of a woman...
A woman, split
into a thousand pieces.....
I've just discovered I have D.I.D. Its not easy for me or my alters. As you read these blog entries, some are by me and some are by them. Each one us expressing a moment of joy or frustration as we learn to adapt to our new life and flood of bad memories.
Sunday, December 9, 2018
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