How do I come to terms,
with a forgotten life....
My insecurities,
know no bounds...
Is this the new me, now?
Nothing but a goddamn
burden...
When will I be able to feel,
something I cannot touch...
My gun, is my submissive....
How do I navigate,
a thousand thoughts at once...
Good Lord!
who gets my absence of faith...
Where does God go,
when there is no God...
what is reality,
when fantasy is so real....
what happens to tomorrow,
when today is not enough....
What happens when thoughts collide...
Where does the wreckage go.....
I've just discovered I have D.I.D. Its not easy for me or my alters. As you read these blog entries, some are by me and some are by them. Each one us expressing a moment of joy or frustration as we learn to adapt to our new life and flood of bad memories.
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You know, as much as I complain about being lonely and isolated, I enjoy my solitude so much. I enjoy being able to get away to my own sp...
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So I have decided to legally change my name to Sparrow. Legally it is still Melissa. But I am no longer Melissa, and for the past 3 yrs I ...
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So lots have been going on....first and foremost, this hurricane....I feel so bad for Florida and the Carolinas.we here in VA, at Roanoke, ...
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So, yesterday, monday the 11th was my dads actual birthdate. The family threw a party for him the day before, that i was not aware of. Bu...
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