Does anybody hear me?
Screaming into my brain..
Can you feel me?
the calluses of old wounds
oozing my waste of iniquity...
Scar tissue, scraped away..
and left, raw, open, electric..
I try and heal,
these old battle injuries..
continuing to fight..
no safe word, no white flag...
A stalemate of ruin..
never good,
never gone,
never dead...
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My head wants war,
my heart wants peace..
my body wants battle,
my soul wants forgiveness.
my will wants to fight,
my spirit wants "surrender"
This battle within,
I live....
I've just discovered I have D.I.D. Its not easy for me or my alters. As you read these blog entries, some are by me and some are by them. Each one us expressing a moment of joy or frustration as we learn to adapt to our new life and flood of bad memories.
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