Lost at Sea

Where do I belong?
Who do I belong with? to..
        how long?,
will he have me? 
        am I a keeper?
        or a toss back...
Where do I go from here?
What is my purpose?
Do I have a purpose?
I feel lost, at times..
         swimming upstream
         against the currents,
         the sharks....
Hoping I will survive another day..


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I am a ship,
lost at sea..
going wherever,
my sails take me...
drifting,
scattered by the waves..
trying to survive
storms to come...
No life vest,
sink, or swim...
How long,
can I swim?...