Sunday, May 6, 2018

In My Head

In my head,
I tell myself,
I am ugly
I am a bad person
I am a loser
everything I do,
is wrong...
everything I think,
is wrong,
everything I say,
is wrong....

I feel like,
a fool
a fake
a non-person...

I cannot accept,
love
encouragement
praise
compliments
they are all lies...
In my head...

positive words
only create doubt,
fear, anger..

I hate myself
I hate my life
I hate my feelings
I hate my body
my mind
my soul....

I can never accept love,
because love does not exist,
In my head....

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