When I finally realized, existing was not living...
It was too late..Life had passed me by..
I missed "new ideals", "new experiences"..
I had not "faced my fears",
I failed at trust...
Existing was not trusting..
No courage to exist,
tremendous courage to trust..
Trusting was putting myself, out there..
expecting the worse,
only to experience the best..
I can no longer allow my existance
to rob me from living...
If trust fails me,
I will try again...
If my trust continues to fail..
I will keep practicing trust..because one
day...trust will find me...
I can't let my existence rob me,
of the trust I gain, through living....
4-3-18
I've just discovered I have D.I.D. Its not easy for me or my alters. As you read these blog entries, some are by me and some are by them. Each one us expressing a moment of joy or frustration as we learn to adapt to our new life and flood of bad memories.
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