Who am I

So,  I took the road and started driving....Driving to wherever, whenever doing whatever....Stopping when I want, listening to MY music full blast on the stereo...Driving with the windows open...so to speak!

There came a point when I crossed over the border of Oklahoma into another state and at the moment, I felt like I was walking out of prison after serving a life sentence, pardoned, and walking into a new world...I felt happiness, free, yet scared and nervous...What do I do, where do I go in this brand new world?

So, I am in a city and state where I am a fucking stranger,  I am in a safe place to stay for at least 2 weeks, then off to find another city and state and adventure..I am not thinking about the future or what if's, just taking one day at a time.

As I was walking out of my house, the only real sense of sadness was saying goodbye to my dogs, especially Boomer....I will see him again, whether I eventually go back to OKC or if I decide to live elsewhere, I will go and get him, but for now I just need to be alone....I know that my husband will take good care of my dogs...

This journey is to try and figure out just "who" the fuck I am...I wrote this.

WHO AM I

Who am I?
A wife, a mother, grandmother..
what does that mean?

Who am I?
A good person, a good friend
A fraud, an imposter

Who am I?
If I can't remember
what does that mean?
Can I still love,
what do others think?

Who am I?
A stranger in Melissa's body
trying to navigate Melissa's world
Failing miserably
Who the fuck am I?

I look like Melissa...but I am not.
I am an imposter in her body, her mind..
With my own agenda...who am I?

I am not her, I am death...to Melissa