I have good days and bad days...On the good days, my head pain is at a tolerable level, and I can smile and be "normal", but on a bad day, the pain is fucking unbelievable and my mood is so dark, its black...My head is storming...I wrote this on a "storm" day..
There is a thunderstorm in my head..
Hard drops of pain,
pounding bolts of lightening...
threatening to flood my heart..
Dams of currents bursting,
invading the levies of my sanity..
the rage of wind,
circling my soul...howling,
drowning my lungs, making reality,
a cyclone of tropical depression..
I can't swim,
too tired to tread thru the bullshit..
swallow me storm, rage on....
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When the darkness invades my mind
No amount of encouragement
no amount of sunshine
nothing can lift it.
It filters into my soul
poisoning me....
If I make it through the darkness
then I can smile again...
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I sit and stare into nothing
I try to get up, but the weight of my mind
Is just too heavy
So I sit,
and stare,
I look at nothing
I feel nothing, except the bleakness of my thoughts
I let them weigh me down..
So I sit and stare, into nothing....
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