I have lost so many memories, places in my head are just a big fat blank....However, this journey I am on, I am making new memories...MY memories, mine alone...I wrote this about these new memories:
Memories
New memories
are exploding
in my head...
their ash
full of air..
and when I breathe
my heart races....
This is being alive,
wearing sunglasses
because the sun is so bright..
shedding my jacket
because of the warmth...
These new memories
will carry me,
for the rest of my life..
they will fill
the empty spaces
so when I sleep
my head will have cushion...
And when I awaken,
I will remember
and smile....
3-23-18
I've just discovered I have D.I.D. Its not easy for me or my alters. As you read these blog entries, some are by me and some are by them. Each one us expressing a moment of joy or frustration as we learn to adapt to our new life and flood of bad memories.
Friday, March 23, 2018
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