Sometimes the pain is too great
sometimes the guilt is too present..
sometimes just thinking
is overwhelming
The urge to leave my body
calls to me, in a small quiet voice
Float away my love,
become weightless, drift,
take a trip
to the furthest recesses of your mind..
Soothing, peaceful, painless
thoughtless, guiltfree,
the perfect trip to nowhere,
yet a trip to everywhere...
A perfect massage,
weightless as space and time..
That moment of warmth
that washes over me, as I leave...
Extreme content
extreme rest, no pain, no confusion
no sadness, no anger
just floating in a sea of feathers
as I am leaving my body....
I've just discovered I have D.I.D. Its not easy for me or my alters. As you read these blog entries, some are by me and some are by them. Each one us expressing a moment of joy or frustration as we learn to adapt to our new life and flood of bad memories.
Thursday, March 29, 2018
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