An Empty Room

I think of my new brain...my new normal...and I try to describe it...but, it is hard...I wrote this..

An Empty Room

It's a lonely walk
thru my mind.
endless corridors, hallways
that open, to empty rooms
rooms void of sweet emotion
an angry room
a sad room
a vacant room
littered with debris
from a useless life.
trash, cobwebs, dust
articles of waste, worthless
souvenirs of trash
nothing of value
No treasures, just empty rooms
broken windows, and shattered memories..


My brain has changed so much in the last almost 10 yrs... my memories of my past life have packed up and left, leaving all this empty space in my head...empty rooms...

So now, I am trying to make new memories, put new furniture back into those rooms...and it is not making the previous owners happy...lol   (being family and old friends)...they do not like the new architect, the new additions...they do not approve of my tastes..

which makes it very hard for me...so I have to sneak in the new items and hope I don't get caught!!