Alabama friends

So the drive from Memphis to Opelika Alabama went really smooth, and I must say the landscape of the south is quite beautiful...

I checked into my hotel then met some friends for dinner...Dinner was very uncomfortable for me at first because I did not remember the wife, and I met her before, and while I remembered the husband (from high school), it was still unnerving because I am so different from what he remembered me to be....Their 21 year old son was there too.  He was such a little cutie...However, he had just came back from some Christian mission thing, and he was all "Lord willing. Jesus this and Jesus that.." which if that is how he chooses to believe, then more power to him, but I told him straight up I was not Christian....

I felt like I was sitting in fucking church...but it was partly my fault as I asked him about his mission work...like what they do...he was starting to piss me off until he talked about how they also work with the homeless....then I liked him again!!!  haha

I am meeting the husband, my friend, today to visit...He knows I am wanting a divorce, I am sure he wants to sit me down and pick my brain!!!

I was really open and as fucking honest as I could be at dinner...I am just really hoping that he will not preach to me or try and "save" me...because that will not happen...Been there did that didn't stick..

I did like his wife, she cussed and I don't know if she actually cusses routinely or if she cussed to make be feel more at ease...either way, she was cool...she did not preach or anything...and she seems really like a very nice and cool woman.  And what I absolutely loved how fucking out of the blue she asked "how did I know I had a brain tumor" or something like that...she wanted to know.  Lots of people won't talk to me about the brain cancer for whatever reason, but she was straight up about it...I find that refreshing.  If I am around someone with say an amputated limb or bad burn or whatever I will straight up as what happened to them too...I like when people cut through the bullshit and go straight to the heart...